One Daddy and 3 little ladies :)

So today we found out we will be blessed with another little girl. As I said before we feel each of our girls is a special blessing,on loan from God. We have been blessed twice with healthy children and pray that this will be no different.

Those things being said there is a small piece of my heart that aches for a son. Almost all of the men I know have great relationships with their mothers and maintain that those relationships formed as they grew up. Part of me feels said that I won't have that opportunity. But such is life and Gods plan for me as a mother. 

I'm excited to begin preparing for this new little girl and pray that she is healthy, strong and welcomed by her two big sisters. Life is good, actually life is great! 

Days, weeks, months

I cannot believe that in 2 days we will know the sex of our 3rd and final child. Everyone has asked, "are you hoping for a boy?" I often say that it would be nice but that there is something quite comforting should we be blessed with another daughter. Girls are our norm. We know what to expect. I almost feel like having a boy would be like starting over again. Boys are completely foreign to me. All I can say for certain is, boy or girl, we will welcome our winter blessing with open arms. 

In less than 3 weeks my first born will be 2! How in the heck did that happen?!?! It's just yesterday that we brought her to our small mountain home and felt completely unprepared to raise a child. Those first days and weeks were terrifying and some I my most fond memories, just the 3 of us. Brynny you are my sweet and sassy baby girl. You're independent and crazy. You bring so much joy to my life. When you were born you created a mom and I will forever be grateful and indebted to you. May The Lord continue to bless and guide you. 

In less than 4 months my baby will be one year old. Elliot has taught me so much about myself, about loving each of my children uniquely and deeply. She has been patient and gentle. Although she's learned that the squeaky wheel gets the grease. Each morning she greets us with a smile and laugh. It's one of the things that helps me get through the day. I will continue to celebrate your uniqueness Lellie Bug. You will always hold a very special place in my heart. 

Bryan and I are coming up on being together for 5 years! It's been quite the adventure. We've been through a lot, grown up a lot, fought, made up and learned how to be parents and balance that with our roles as husband and wife. 

My life is AMAZING. Each day I wake up with a grateful heart and each night I ask for one more day. 

Viva Las Vegas

So in Feb of this year we made the decision to move yet again but this time it was to be closer to my family. Las Vegas has a rebounding home market, opportunity for career growth for us both, and the opportunity for our kids to grow up near their cousins. 

It's been quite an adventure but for now, we feel settled. In March we found out that we are expecting our 3rd child! It was definitely a surprise but we believe firmly that God has a plan and that in the end this is what our family was meant to be. So it's Callen party of 5! 

More to come....